Heart Pounding.

any grey's anatomy fans out there?

if you aren't, this post will be of no interest to you...

because this post is dedicated to the fans, so let's get started.

how in the world did they come up with such a good season finale?! it was seriously mind blowing. my jaw was dropped 95% of the time. my heart was beating a million beats a minute. seriously, i've never gotten that worked up over a tv show!

it was insane to say the least. holy crap--intense.

let's break this puppy down:

merideth pregnant. what in the world! totally the last thing i expected.

seeing mr.clark walk in the door. no surprise to me, honestly. i actually thought he'd be the shooter. it made the most sense.

shooting scene #1. killing dr.reid & kirev in the supply room. i did not expect it to come that fast..wow. i literally screamed when he shot reid! as for kirev?

i was pissed. alex is not supposed to die..ever. he's too important! when he was crawling into the elevator, i was just dying to know who'd be the first person to see him lying there.

mcdreamy's dreamer. that girl, she cried a lot, i can't remember her name. but when she came running into dr.mcdreamy's office with all that blood all over her, i almost puked. i don't know how in the world i'm going to take anatomy if even tv makes me weasy.

shoot scene #2. when the nurse told mr.clark he couldn't leave because they were on lockdown. i knew he was totally pissed, but i didn't think he would shoot at someone that quickly. how about when sloan protected lexi? oh my goodness. adorable. he loves her. i love them. i want them together. ugh.

one of the scariest scenes ever--patient room with dr.bailey. oh man! how mandy moore played dead? that was brilliant. she is brilliant. anywho..if you've ever seen taken, you have to remember the part when he pulls her from under the bed. gives me the chills every.single.time. when he pulled bailey out i was dying. i mean, he walks in & shoots charles, then comes & almost kills bailey?! what was that! i was holding my breath. also-bailey & mandy moore did an excellent job with acting this week, i think. honestly, best performance i've seen from dr.bailey. so believable!

now to where christina & merideth are in the other supply room realizing who the killer is & what he's after..whew, nuts. i've never seen merideth be so emotional. she's always seemed pretty emotionless to me throughout the seasons, but she did SO good at playing the part this week. i'd never expect her & christina to physically fight, but when mer pushed her down like that..psh, i was like, GO MER! she loves derek & i love them. ah, baby.

watching mr.clark & derek on the catwalk was seriously crazy. my heart was beating a million beats again & i was in tears. am i baby? probably. do i care? no. anywho--that was probably the most intense moment of the show. watching mr.clark look into derek's eyes & then just shoot him like that. or when the mcdreamer came running up to save him? CRAZY HOW HE DIDN'T SHOOT HER, CRAZY. i for sure thought she'd be dead..

the most amazing thing that happened on the show, owen running back in for christina & then getting shot for her. awh, love. it is love. they love each other & i love them too. but i did not expect mr.clark to be in the operating room with them one bit. having owen act really calm was totally well played. as soon as they showed the operating room, i peed a little..not really, but almost. i really thought they just let him die right then & there..good thing avery is brilliant! merideth's crying? most believable acting ever. job well done.

cliff hanger. i can't believe it didn't show who shot who at the end. i wanted to see! if mr.clark didn't shoot himself, oh man..that'd be so stupid. webber can't die, not yet. he's too nice.

also, i can't believe merideth put herself out there for everyone. for webber, derek, & lexi. WOW!

this episode was SO dang good. i was crying & scared the whole time. it was totally intense. the most intense episode any tv series has ever created.

good work grey's, good work! cannot wait till next season, seriously.

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