Secret's Out!

i want to go to desert vista. i have for a long time. is this ever going to happen? no. does that mean i can't be happy being a toro? no. i'll "die a toro" if i have to. just because i'd prefer going elsewhere doesn't mean i absolute hate where i go now.
mountain view isn't where i'd like my kids to go, but that's another story for another time.
food for thought? yes.

dear someone that's not in my state,
hey brooky. i know you hate it when people call you that, but i just felt like it. guess what? i miss you. i miss you a whole lot. the house isn't the same without you. my life isn't the same without you. and i don't like any of this. i'm literally counting down the days i get to see you next. which will be in cali! booyah! we're goin' to disneyland, sister. it's gonna be ballin' to say the least. anyways, i just really miss you. don't ever forget it, alright? love you long time.
love,
your sister.