Secret's Out!

i want to go to desert vista. i have for a long time. is this ever going to happen? no. does that mean i can't be happy being a toro? no. i'll "die a toro" if i have to. just because i'd prefer going elsewhere doesn't mean i absolute hate where i go now.
mountain view isn't where i'd like my kids to go, but that's another story for another time.
food for thought? yes.

dear someone that's not in my state,
hey brooky. i know you hate it when people call you that, but i just felt like it. guess what? i miss you. i miss you a whole lot. the house isn't the same without you. my life isn't the same without you. and i don't like any of this. i'm literally counting down the days i get to see you next. which will be in cali! booyah! we're goin' to disneyland, sister. it's gonna be ballin' to say the least. anyways, i just really miss you. don't ever forget it, alright? love you long time.
love,
your sister.

Dear Person I Miss Most,

i'm so stinkin' excited i get to see you this weekend, tan!

ah, just hurry up and get home already!

i really cannot even contain my excitement!

CAN'T WAIT TO SEE YOU, BEST FRIEND!

{A}

Homecoming, yo.

sorry i've been such a blog slacker. life has gotten a tad bit hectic this last week. not to mention, i'm in bed at 7:45pm 6/7 nights a week. and that's the absolute best part of my day!

so for my day activity, we went to fossil creek. it was so much fun, even though i don't have terribly awesome memories there, i was a good trip!
then we have the actual DANCE. it was great, super great! even though i threw up about 10 minutes before dinner, i ended up feeling fine till about 10:30. sorry i got so sick, blake! it's clear to say i'm the worst date you've had so far, huh?feel free to check them out on facebook, too. there's more there!
{A}

Dear Someone I've Drifted Away From,

"even though we've changed and we're all finding our own place in the world, we all know that when the tears fall or the smile spreads across our face, we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us, nothing will ever change so much to the point where we're not still friends."

Once Upon A Time,

i had a really bad day, and i came home and chatted with my dad. he made me feel a lot better. he helped me become motivated and determined. now i'm worrying about disappointing him, which is the last thing i want to do right now! holy cow, major pressure building.

once upon a time i had a really bad practice at cross country, and it really made me sort of depressed. then i talked it over with my friend, olivia, and she said, "you know what would totally make you feel better? the perfect run? at my beach house. in laguna. over october break." i about peed. ok, i probably did a little. but yes-it's official. i, abby tucker, am heading over to laguna beach this october for fun, which will include lots of running, and disneyland, and beaches, and church, and bike rides. oh joy! i'm seriously SO excited. let's see..24 days now? booyah!
once upon a time i was really stressed out about school, so to make myself feel better, i took a little break and went onto facebook. yes, i know, completely opposite of what i should've done. but then guess what i stumbled upon? these happy pictures that make me so happy.man, my life is good.
{A}

Dear Someone I Wish Could Forgive Me,

i'm almost positive i've done a pretty good job clearing they air with just about anyone i've ever let down, disappointed, hurt, etc. at least, i've tried my hardest too. and if i haven't, feel free to confront me. because i want to eliminate all the.......heartache?........drama? in my life. if that makes sense. ya feel me?

i'm learning to not take everything so personally or seriously. i really admire people who can just have things roll off their shoulder, so i'm currently trying to acquire that trait.

{A}

oh! two things:

1) congrats to the toro cross team! you guys did absolutely amazing, no joke! ah! i can't even tell you guys how proud i am of you. also-can't wait to race with you guys next weekend. love.

2) for all those who were personally effected by 9/11, just know i am thinking about you today. the soldiers in our country are super important to us cross country kids, and that's why we did so well today..because it was for them. god bless the usa.

HEY.

"people should just stop assuming things..it makes their life so much more difficult, and hurts others feelings. why can't we all just love each other?"

my friends speak words of wisdom.

your letters mean the world to me, indigo.

Whateva.

sooooo i'm thinking about skipping this next letter, just because i don't want to hurt there feelings or anything. for those of you who are too lazy to look at the next letter, it's titled,

"the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain."
i have the person in mind, but i don't think it's blog appropriate. i forgave her though, well, almost. it's taking kind of a while.
my life is currently: stressful.
the only word that seems to fit. i got asked to homecoming about a week & a half ago, by my friend blake. i'm pretty excited! minus the fact that one of my friends got the same dress as me. hmph. whatever. speaking of homecoming with blake, we're going on our day activity tomorrow! fossil creek, here we come! yesterday we had our first cross meet, which i did not compete in because of my foot, but we did good! boys won. girls got 2nd. only 4 minutes behind xavier, which is flippin' impressive. at the meet, i got asked to homecoming, for desert vista, by my friend nick. he's hilarious! i'm seriously so excited, it'll be so entertaining, i feel. that's not till october though, so i still have awhile. other than that, school is stressing me out beyond belief. i'm not doing good in some of my classes and i'm finally realizing what i got myself into. *cough* ap history sucks! *cough*
oh, and HAPPY BIRTHDAY homegirl A-TAY!{A}