Wednesday, September 28, 2011


mine and brooklyn's relationship isn't the absolute greatest one, however, it's still pretty awesome. brooklyn and i get along a lot better when we're apart. some says it's sad, but that's just how it is.
recently, i've looked to brooklyn for a lot of help, advice, and support. she's been an amazing sister to me these past few weeks. i literally don't know what i'd do without her.
she's one of my very best friends, along with my younger sister, rachel.
brooklyn has gone through more trials than i could ever go through. she's remained so strong in the church despite everything that's been thrown at her. brooklyn is always true to herself and i admire that more than anyone can ever imagine. my older gets the bigger picture, and so when i need help realizing that i'm only paying attention to the smaller one, she's right there pushing me in the right direction.
i love her and miss her more than anyone right now.

Sunday, September 25, 2011


first this:

then this:


Wednesday, September 21, 2011

Thank you, Barb.

because i don't really care for all of you bloggers to know who i was having this conversation with, i'm going to name them barb. barb gave me some very good advice on something i was extremely torn about. when i was put in the situation i was put it, i turned to barb before anyone else because i'd knew he/she could relate to how i was feeling. here is what they said.
"being in a relationship means you're willing to do two things:
1. fall really, helplessly hard
2. get hurt
either way, you're the only one
who can decide if it's going to be worth it."

Monday, September 19, 2011


if only, if only...

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Homecoming 2011.

i went to homecoming with jeff kerr this year. and can i just tell you, my date did everything right.
he picked a good place for dinner,
he had a fun group,
he had an entertaining night activity,
he was so polite,
and he was seriously the funnest date i've ever had.
{to those who have taken me to a dance before} you were great! but jeff was greater. sorry about it.

Wednesday, September 14, 2011


over these passed few years, i've really tried to find my style that i think fits my personality. i like to think i'm in it, when it comes to fashion. i don't dress like the majority of my friends. i wear things a lot of people find weird, but that's what makes me like them. i think the way someone dresses shows a lot about who they are on the inside.
"Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months." -Oscar Wilde

Sunday, September 4, 2011

Life as a Girl.

"i can be so giggly,
but then i can be so frustrated that i curse.
i can be so sleepy,
but then be hyper enough to dance for 3 hours straight.
i can have tons of adrenaline,
but then i can be doubting myself 20 minutes later."

i'm a girl.
thanks for putting up with me.