Anyways! Basically, i just got off the phone with my sister after having an hour & a half long conversation. i felt like i was the only one talking, but i didn't care. She likes listening to me. She is always my friend. I mean always.
When she's the angriest, its usually from me. No matter what though, she loves me. She tells me that everyday. she doesn't care about anything that comes between us as long as we work it out in the end.
She doesn't even know how big of a role model she is to me. She is so awesome. That's basically the only word that comes close to how amazing she is. She's beautiful. She's smart. She's friendly. She's not dramatic. She's not judgmental. She's witty & clever. She's so funny! she can literally turn the most uncommical thing into the most hilarious thing ever. every time i talk to her, I end up laughing my problems away. She's a person you can always count on. no matter how close you are to Brooklyn, you can count on her. She might be a procrastinator, but she isn't flakey. She's trustworthy. Yes, i trust my sister. with everything. I used to not & i can't lie about it...but she understands me. She's willing to listen to the good & the bad. Like i said, she is NOT flakey. She has the best intentions even though it might not come off that way. People say we're very similar but there is no way i could ever be as good of a person as her.
Some of the worst fights i've ever been in are with her. the thing is, she & I cannot stay mad at each other. Although i've disappointed her more than once, i can honestly only one time i was completely disappointed in her. Now i've forgiven her because I dont judge people based on their mistakes. that is not my job. Brooklyn taught me that a long time ago when one of the cheerleaders at our school got pregnant at 16...just because she made a mistake does not mean she is a stupid girl.
I've learned so much from my older sister. she's taught me more than probably all of my friends put together. yes, i am serious right now. I look up to Brooklyn so much. Does she know? probably not. She is perfectly imperfect.
I thought I'd post about her to let her know how much she means to me. she is my very best friend. Even though she is hundreds of miles away, we are closer than ever. we tell each other everything basically. We make a good team & there is no doubt about it...
I miss you Brooky. I hope college is going well for you. thank you for teaching me how to be happy & worthy. I love you sissy. cannot wait to see you!