Like A Ton of Bricks.

today my parents asked me what i wanted to do after high school.

honestly, i said a few things. i had a few ideas. but nothing set in stone.

and you know what? i have never had anything set in stone.

truth is: i don't know where i want to go to school. i don't know where i want to live. i don't know what friends i want to convince to come with me. i don't know if i want to get a job. i don't know what i want to major in. i don't know if i want to move out.

i don't know if i want to do anything.

so for now, with these very slim few months i have of not worrying about anything and everything, i'm just going to enjoy myself. and i'm going to enjoy not worrying.

or thinking.

or being an adult.

i'm just going to be 17 for as long as i can be.

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